(I wrote this quite a few months ago after I'd been laid off and the only work I could find was as an "Inventory Specialist"...stocker...at Walmart. Fortunately a wonderful career opportunity opened itself to me since this time and I've kissed the shelves of Walmart good-bye.)
I work at Walmart. And I saw God there today.
I helped an elderly
gray-haired man load his shopping cart with a heavy box of laundry detergent.
"This is the best detergent there is," he exclaimed, and went on to
explain that he washes his wive's soiled nightgowns with this particular brand.
"She gets confused, you see," he said. "But I don't mind. I told
her I'd take care of her to the end, and that's what I'm gonna do." Off he shuffled to the next aisle.
God is love. I saw
God at Walmart today.
I watched a burly
middle-aged man pushing his mother in a wheelchair. He had full-arm tattoos and a stringy beard
and wore a dirty baseball cap. She was having trouble reading the labels of two
kinds of juices. "Here, Mom," he said gently. "I'll read that to
you, then you can decide." She sighed and handed them over to him. He
knelt down beside her and carefully read the labels to her.
"Look after
orphans and widows," the Good Book says. I saw God at Walmart right there
on the juice aisle.
Assigned to the pet
food aisles, I was in the middle of stocking shelves when a little boy with
skin the color of a Hershey bar and a smile as wide as a jumbo pack of paper
towels ran up to me. "Mister, I can help you with those boxes!" he
exclaimed as his mother walked up the aisle toward him.
"Well, buddy,
I'm supposed to do this myself. It's my job," I told him.
"But you have
too many things to put up. I don't mind, I can help," he pleaded.
The momma shrugged
her shoulders and smiled, explaining the little boy's uncle was teaching him
that helping others was like helping Jesus. How do you say no to that?
"Here ya go, man. Put that bag of cat food right there." He
practically danced to the shelf as he helped me stock. Two or three minutes
later momma told her boy it was time to finish shopping. He grabbed her hand
and skipped down the aisle, throwing a quick wave my way as they turned the
corner.
A wise king once
said, "Train up a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he
will not turn from it." I saw God at Walmart in that little boy, and
silently thanked Him for the boy's uncle.
Yep, I see God at
Walmart. But to be honest, seeing God doesn't always make things better. The whole
experience of a professional 50-year-old man working on the very bottom rung at
the lowest pay scale of a retail giant's career ladder has been humbling,
humiliating, eye-opening, exasperating, mind-numbing, faith-building,
backbreaking, sweaty, character-building.
It's rarely fun. It's rarely fulfilling. I try to avoid friends and
acquaintances from the community when I'm on the clock dressed in my blue and
khaki. I once saw a man on the cereal aisle I'd counseled several times. He
avoided my greeting and snickered as he turned away. I made my way to the
bathroom and smacked the wall in anger and embarrassment. I've never been a
very prideful person. Stubborn, yes, but not necessarily prideful. But I guess
the walls of my heart have a little pride graffitied on them that needs
scrubbing off.
I sense God might
have a hand in purging my pride at Walmart.
The education of the
spirit is sometimes the most valuable diploma one can earn. At Walmart the eyes
of my heart have been opened to truths I should have already been aware of.
I've learned that every employee of that big box store has a story. From the
single mom who lives in the projects and hasn't missed her shift in over ten
years to the young man who rides his bike ten miles every day to work instead
of hanging out on the streets; from the elderly gentleman who can barely
shuffle his way to clean the restrooms to the college girl who works double
shifts on the weekends to pay for college; each a story, an important story, in
God's eyes. These stories should be important to me also.
So while I hope and
beg and plead that this temporary place of employment comes to an end soon, I
must give credit to the wilderness God has me wondering in. Here I've learned.
Here my pride has been dealt with. And here I've seen God.
At Walmart, of all
places.
What's your Walmart? What is the place in your
life that doesn't make sense? I dare you to look for God there. I challenge you
to be open to some internal scrubbing while you're there. I beg you to see the
stories in those around you there.
My Journey,
ReplyDeleteReflecting on 2015
Last year God impressed on my heart to choose one word to work on. It was TRUST. I knew I wasn’t trusting GOD to take care of me. So I worked hard, did everything I could do to make sure we had what we needed. I didn’t think a lot about it during year, but I had told God I wanted to trust Him and felt He knew I meant it. It certainly wasn’t with my strength but His.
On Christmas Day I was reflecting on the year and realized God had shown me just how much I could trust Him by taking care of me and showing how much He loves me.
I never imagined He would show me in so many ways that I could truly trust Him. Here is a list: Sold our house before my surgery, no spread of my cancer, money to pay for Marty’s hearing aids, a place to stay while building the house, a new full time job close to home, and they held my job for 6 weeks when they didn’t have to at all.
I’m still working on the trust thing. I still get anxious at times with everything that is going on in our life. But great strides have been made. For example, they haven’t started on our house. So I could get right on that, but I’m not making any calls. I’m trusting God that the house will be done in His timing.
As I reflected on what God had done in 2015, I was reading about the shepherds and angels. How they had great joy. I was overwhelmed with Joy and Peace knowing how much God loves me and cares for me. So, I feel this is the word God wants me to focus on this year. Joy in Him and His sufficiency. I’m going to journal daily, and meditate on a different scripture each week about Joy.
If you didn’t know, I have a face book group to share my progress and have invited others. If you are interested, let me know and I will add you to the group.
So a close friend told me once you experience God’s love you will exhibit all the fruit of the Spirit.
But the fruit of the Spirit are love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law. Galatians 5:22-23
As I experience God’s Love this year, the fruit of the spirit will flow out of my life. Can’t wait to see what God does through me this year. God is not finished with me yet. Story to be continued……